♥ – ★

i guess the only person who knows me best is you.
i only just have to look at you in your eyes and you know what i am thinking about.
you really do know every single thing about me.

i promise you.
i really will change for the better.
i know, i break a lot of my promises.

this time, i’ll not break it.
if i do, i’ll be bang by a car and die on the spot when i cross the road.

i really do love you a lot.
i love you, mr hong zhenjun. =)

i regreted what i did yesterday.
why can’t i just be more understanding.

some of your sms-es really hurt yesterday.
i know i’m the one who started the quarrel first.
i’m the one who started it all first.
and i’m very sorry.

at times, i have this living fear in me that,
one day you’ll leave me for good.
for me being so unreasonable, so not understanding.
and i’m seriously worried that when it comes true,
i really don’t know what am i gonna do.

countless times you assured me that i won’t happen.
we will stay put tgt no matter what happens.
because we love each other very much.

and you even said that with each and quarrel and fights we had,
it strengthens our relationship.
our bond with one another.
so thus,
you leaving me will never happen.

we planned for our future already.
the wedding, baby, our own house and everything else.
and i’m happy that you want all these to happen to us.

i will try my best to be more understanding now.
i really will.

thanks for believing in me.
i love you.

deleted some post as i think they’re totally useless and unrelated to my life.

weekends are forever so boring and emo.
arghh.

i wish you…

nevermind.

BYE.

here’s more pictures taken on friday when i meet sot besties for dinner.
pictures are from wanqi. ツ
i’m still waiting for iris to send me pictures taken using her phone. ツ

sot besties. ❤
best friends forever. ツ

wanqi’s blackpepper seafood spagetti. ツ

iris’s burger steak. ツ

*****

i wake up exceptionally early today.
8.45am.
OMG.
can’t believe it.
LOL.

my parents wake me and my siblings up just to go market for breakfast.
blahhh.
my beauty sleep. =X

but i didn’t regret waking up so early just to go market for breakfast.
cuz my mum bought 12 boxes of ice-cream home to eat.
omg omg omg.
so happy la. ツ

saw a few bags at the market.
one caught my eye.
but it’s way tooo expensive already.
so didn’t buy.

i bought a bag online recently.

i’ve paid for it already and i’m waiting for the postman to deliver it up to my door step.
YAYS.
got new bag to carry soon le la.
happy. ツ

and this test results is like =.=

and ya.
baby is here at my hse le.
gotta go.
bye folks. ツ