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now i know, besides eating black and spicy chicken rice.
youtubing S.H.E funny videos can also make me happy.

i seriously don’t know what i’m unhappy and stress about.

is it cause i didn’t slim down at all?
and because of this i disappoint a lot of people.
including myself i guess.

but how to make myself more motivate to slim down?

how?

school’s gonna start soon.
and i’m really happy that baby’s gonna be with me in the same class.
we will soon gonna be like last time, studying together.
but not as friends, as couple now.
i’m totally looking forward to this.
but, what afraids me most is the exam results.
i always fail.
i sux in studies.

sigh..

now, there’s another thing which i totally sux in.
it’s to slim down before my 21st birthday.

what to do?
what am i suppose to do?
i really sux in everything i do!

well, i have tons of photos to be upload to facebook.
but facebook seems to be down, i can’t seem to load the website.
and i have been trying for hours already. zzz~

anyway, life’s been normal.
work is finally getting normal without the woman around.
cheers!

but days seem to pass slower everyday.
and i get sad most of the time.
because of?
can’t seem to reason out why.

have been trying to be cheerful and happy.
but it seems kinda hard.
like a thousand and one things on my mind waiting to be solved.

hais..

i’m gonna go have fun tomorrow at safra jurong.
hope my silbings can join me.
it wont be fun without them.
cause they’re kids after all.
and i just want them to have fun before going back to school to stress.
hehe, good sister right?
thanks ah. =)

since baby’s laptop is with me.
i might as well update my blog as well.
but i shall save that for tomorrow.

it’s exactly 11.33pm now.
night!

i lost a cheque.
really don’t know where it went to.
really had no idea who i pass it to the last time.
how how how?

this lady certainly gives me the urdge to blog again.

i really can’t stand her working attitude.

refusing to admit that she’s at fault.
always push her work to others.
when there’s work for her to do, her standard answer will be ‘sorry, i’m busy.’

hello?
i’m busy too as well.
but when the management assign work to me, i still do it no matter what.

then, there’s another thing.
she claims she knows HR.
but, she doesn’t even know how to apply EP for staff.
isn’t that the basic for a HR staff?

then there’s this incident whereby she has to submit tax clearance for the foreign staff who has resigned.
and she blames it on me that she can’t get to submit it on time.

hello?
submit tax clearance for staff leh.
it’s not even my job to do it.
how come it’s my fault?
why can’t you just admit that you didn’t do it?

huh?
huh?
HUH?

omg..
i really don’t know how to continue to work with her.
i really can’t stand working with her.
really wish somebody would scream at her on behalf of all of us.
really wish somebody would tell her straight off that she is not doing her work properly and that all of us are clearing her shit everyday.

arghh~