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friends.

they are people who are suppose to stand by you and understand you.

i had lots of friends.
they come and go.
i had worse ones too.
hurt me in all sorts of manner.
till i hate going to school.

but then again, they made me learn things.
things which will never be taught in the textbooks.

and that’s to be wary of the friends you make.
only those who really care and love you will stand by you when you’re in trouble.

i have 2 friends.
close ones.
really close.
i suppose now we’re not as close as before.

the relationship with my 2 friends still continue on even after we left school.
and i really treasure this relationship with them.

used to think we are S.H.E.
but now, maybe not.

somehow, that email really broke my heart.
but still, the dinner on friday went well.

i do love the both of them very much.
and i really treat them as though they’re my family.

but am i treated the same way?

Finally got some mood to blog. =D

went to see fireworks with love yesterday.

magnificant fireworks i must say.
but baby said it’s normal only.

let’s go again next year!!
heh.

went shopping for bra yesterday as well.
i seriously need bra now.
they are all now either dam old, or torn apart.
how to wear??

even if i want to buy now also no use la.
no $$ leh.
zzz…

but i think i will buy that triump push up bra for my bday celebration.
which is on the 10 Sep.

come to think of it.
i’ve not much time left sia.
gotta have a more strict diet now. =X
i wanna look nice nice on my bday…

anyway.
went zoo with baby love today.
had soooo much fun.

the quote of the day: you jumpie i jumpie.
LOL
so funny. =D

i think i will wanna go zoo again.
shall we baby?

alright.
i think i had enough rest.
had a super long plus enjoyable weekends.
will sure to have extra energy tomorrow when i go work.
yays!!
cheers everyone.
good night. =D

you know, sometimes, you are the one who makes people angry and pissed off.
can you change your attitude?
is booking a restaurant so difficult for you?
you ask me to choose one restaurant for my bday celebration.
and yet after i choose and asked you to book, you shoot me with a ‘I DON’T WANT.’
you know how hurt i feel?
maybe baby is right?
i’m always the one who gives presents, plan celebrations for your birthdays and get nothing in return.
do you know that when you tell me you gonna celebrate my bday with iris.
you know how happy i am?
to be honest, this is the first time.
maybe its cause it’s my 21st bday.
i don’t want anything in return.
i just want you to treat me as a friend.
like how i treat you.
like how i respect you and give in to you.
is that so difficult?
now i know why i always reject your offer to go out.
i prefer to go out with my bf.
more fun and enjoyable.
i’m always the one who has to give in, when will it be your turn?

haven been blogging lately.
had been really really busy.

so this post shall be a really random one.
i’ll blog whatever i can think of.

had new ideas for my upcoming 21st birthday celebrations.
and i’m loving the new idea. =)

i hope everything will go smoothly on that day.
so looking forward to that day now.

for now,
i’ve to slim down and study really really hard for my ACCA.

lalalala.

oh ya.
i’m going zoo with baby on tuesday.
so looking forward to it.
i’m sure it’ll be dam dam fun.
hehehehe.

i just finish making chicken mayo.
it’s for our zoo trip on tuesday.

alalalala.

oh ya.
plus, i’m gonna go see fireworks tomorrow with baby.
excited!!!!

got urge to cook.
wanna cook so many things.
but i’m very lazy leh.
the urge is not strong enough to make me go cook.
haha.

can’t think of anything already.
off to study lo.

i’m happy with my life now, i’ve a wonderful family, boyfriend and friends.

i had really busy day today.
so busy till i got really pissed off.
cause my brain was not functioning properly and i kept making mistakes when i was given a chance to proof myself.

how silly!

anyway, i’m glad that it’s over now.
the next busy time would be in…
erm, let’s say, 2 months time?

i’m still pounding on where and what to do on saturday.
since sun, baby and i had lessons and we planned to stay back to study tgt.
sweet! just like secondary school days. =)

i think i must be really bad.
to skip dinner almost everyday.
cause i simply just hate that chocolate milk.
puke.
having it for breakfast is enough already.

i have been telling myself:
– to start studying F2 every night
– to start dumb bell-ing every night
– to do at least 20 sit ups and crunches every night

but i didn’t do any of them. =(

maybe next week?

well, that’s it for now.
off to repaint my nails.
then straight to bed.

i’m tired.
but i just can’t resist the temptation of using my baby lappy. =)

i’m done with separating my F2 notes.
will start my revision wef tomorrow night till the date of my exam.
maybe in erm…
late september?

jia you elaine.
all the best!